Only Missing 'Man' From The Name of 'Superman'

Who's that missing 'man'? That's SUPER JUNIOR, bebiiii.

Well, actually gue baru tau bener Suju pas mv Mr.Simple baru keluar. Disitu gue udh mulah jatuh cinta sama suaranya Yesung, main vocal-nya Suju. Saat itu gue baru tau Yesung sama Siwon. Tapi lama-lama........ gue mulai jatuh cinta sama mereka semua :$ Suju punya 13 member, tapi yang sering tampil akhir2 ini cuma 9, tanpa Kangin, Heechul, dan Kibum.

Siwon, Donghae, Yesung, Shindong, Leeteuk, Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Enhyuk, Ryeowook

Tanggal 1 Juli kemarin, leader Suju (Leeteuk) ulang tahun dan sekalian peluncuran album ke-6 Suju yaitu Sexy, Free & Single *click for mv*. Di album ini Kangin udh balik lagi.

Teaser Photo

Super Junior punya beberapa sub-unit. Ada Suju-T, Suju-M, Suju-H, and the last...... Suju K.R.Y<3

Suju K.R.Y itu terdiri dari para main vocal Suju. They have such an amazing voice........

Ryeowook, Yesung, Kyuhyun

Yang jelas, bias gue di suju itu ada banyak wk-_- But, I love Yesung the most<3

My Biassss<3

Well, gue gak terlalu tau Suju jugasih, I'm not even call myself as an ELF. Tapi mereka cukup mampu membuat gue jatuh hati...... terutama Yesung.

Nothing by The Script.

 

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'll never
Only they can’t see where this is gonna end
They all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

[Chorus]
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
So I dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing

[Verse 2]
So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if we're face to face then she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting, she'll take me back for sure

[Chorus]
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
So I dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing

She said nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing
Oh, I got nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Ohh, sometimes love's intoxicating
Ohh, you're coming down, your hands are shaking
When you realize there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

[Chorus]
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I’ll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they’re slurred
So I dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing

She said nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing
I got nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing

I got nothing [x3]

Cool Guy <:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COOL GUY! and cool kid too;) 

I'm not big fan of Detective Conan, but I love how the story is._. And, I love Shinichi Kudo soooo much. He's so fckn damn cool;;) and I love Conan Edogawa too;) yeaa they're same btw-_- Sekali lagi, #HappyBirthDayShinichiKudo ;*

Move on.

Hari kamis, 26April2012. Tepatnya setelah UN 2012 selesai dan PBSIIJHS abis sujud syukur. Gue, tiara, nisa, dan ninis berencana ke margo buat nyari beberapa stuff. Tapi ternyata tiara gak bisa ikut dan akhirnya gue pergi sama tammy, nisa, dan ninis. Then, kita otwt margo. Dan ternyata kita seangkot sama salman wklol-_- di jalan kita berdebat antara kerumah ninis dulu apa langsung ke margo. Akhirnya ninis pun pulang dulu ke rumahnya sendiri dan nanti bakal nyusul. Sesampainya di margo, gue, nisa, dan tammy mulai hunting stuff. Mulai dari gunung agung sampe poshboy. Gue nemu stuff di poshboy, dan gue naksir bgt2222an sama itu. Kalaupun gue beli gue rasa gue yg bakal make-_- tapi pas gue liat label harganya............."kita cari tempat lain yuk". Di tempat lain pun sama aja-_- yg harganya pas tuh pst jelek2 dan gue gasuka-_- dan gue masih ngincer yg di poshboy ituuuu aaaaaaaaaa-_- dan pada akhinnya gue kesel. Terus akhirnya kita memutuskan buat makan ramen sembari nungguin ninis dateng. Dan ninis dtg pas kita lagi makan ramen. Karena ramen gak bikin kenyang, kita pun beli j.cool yg sharing dan makan bareng2, so sweet..........setelah nongkrong bentar di j.co, suddenly gue ngidam sushi. Dan akhirnya kita ke ichiban. Jadi hari itu kita bener2 ngabisin uang untuk makan-_- setelah puas dengan sushi dan ngeliat cowok yg dibilang nisa ganteng.......actually gue galiat cowoknya-_- setelah bener2 kenyang, ninis beli crepes buat kakaknya dan tammy beli rotiboy buat nyokapnya. Setelah itu kita pun pulang. Dan gue lupa kalau kita harus naik jembatan penyebrangan yg dimana gue a little bit takut naik itu-___- tp akhirnya gue bisa nyeberang dgn selamat wk-_- dan akhirnya otwt rumah. Padahal hari ini gue berencana buat nyari stuff loh, tapi malah makan2-_- dan uang gue abis. Jadi gue gajadi beli stuff wk-_- tapi gue gak nyesel karena hari itu bener2 asik bgt22an :D Jadi intinya, dari pengen nyari stuff gue move on ke acara makan-makan. (-_-)

Has done.

I just want to say that UN has done and my 'commitment' is already done(?). And suddenly I'm thinkin about 'gantungannya rayyan' so mean-_- I'm thinking about our 'relationship'. You know that I'm such a 'easy to fall in love' girl-_- hehe.

Forever?:/ Ex?:|

Hublaaaaaaaa.
Pernah gak sih liat cewek yg nulis di bio-nya itu ada tanggal jadian terus ada kata forever-nya?
Terus pernah gak merhatiin kalau setelah putus dia masih tetep nulis forever tapi ditambahin kata2 lain seperti bullshit, doesn't exist, dsb?
Saat dia pacaran, dia percaya dengan kata 'forever' tapi setelah dia putus, kesannya kayak dia malah benci sama kata 'forever'
Bukannya kenapa2 yaa tapi gue kadang suka gak suka aja gituloh. Belom lagi setelah itu dia kayak nyindir2 mantan atau gebetan baru mantannya itu-_-
Menurut gue, kalo jaman2 seumuran gue kalo suka sama cowok mah biasa aja kaliii-_- masih cinta monyet kok-_- semua gabakal jadi forever. Kecuali kalo tiba2 lo ketemu dgn cowok temen lo masa smp terus nikah nah itumah emg udh jodoh-_-
Bukannya gue gak ngebolehin atau apa, tapi gue cuma pengen menyampaikan opini gue.
Menurut gue kalaupun lo pengen bisa terus sama cowok lo forever, yaudah. Tetep percaya kalau lo bisa sama dia forever. Meskipun lo putus, lo tetep harus bisa percaya engan kata 'forever'. Emangsih kadang forever itu doesn't exist. Tapi selama lo percaya dan berusaha mempertahankan, lo bisa dapet apa itu 'forever'.
Terus tentang mantan..............well, kalau emg lo gasuka dia punya gebetan baru yaudahlah. Gaperlu sampe nyindir2 atau benci sama gebetan barunya. Toh dia gasalah apa2 kan?-_- kecuali kalau gebetan barunya itu emang dari awal berencana untuk merusak hubungan lo-_- tapi kalau emg mantan lo yg fallin love sama dia yaudah-_- lagian itu hak mantan lo kan untuk suka sama orang lain. Lo udh bukan siapa2nya dia lagi. Kalaupun lo masih suka ya gak segitunya dong. Harusnya lo bisa nerima dan kalau itu bikin dia seneng ya lo harus ikut seneng kalau emang lo bener2 sayang sama dia. Meskipun itu emang sakit banget ngerasainnya.
Dan itu semua opini yg pengen gue keluarin selama ini(-_-) no offense yeaaaaa. Kalo ada yg mau protes silahkan bilang langsung ke gue, okay?-_- well, buhbyeeeeeeeeeeee;)

His Smile.......

 

Kece kan?

Ganteng kan?

Manis kan?

Senyumnya menggoda iman kan?

Iyalaahhh. Secara gitu dia kakak gue B)

Alm. Ahmad Yanuar Ardie

Yang sempet gue omongin di postingan gue yg sebelumnya.

Bittersweet.

Sarah's

Hey, how's life?

Today's sucks, ryt?

I'm feelin' sooooo sensitive today. Maybe it's bcs i'm on my period but...... forget it.

I'm going to ask u something.

Why I'm so easy to get jealous?

Those feelin is killin me softlyyyyyy.

Well, gue mau melanjutkan curhatan gue. Semakin hari gue makin depresi dan sensitive bgt. Gatau kenapa, otak sama hati suka gak sejalan. Belum lagi kadang gue suka negative thinking-_-

Taugak gimana rasanya ngeliat lo, lo, dan lo? gue ngerasa kayak terbang ke kutub utara, kedinginan terus dilempar beruang kutub sampe laut merah dan akhirnya mati tenggelam gara2 kemasukan aer dan nyesek. Oke itu cuma kiasan-_- tapi serius deh, gue ngerasa kayak........*jleb**jleb**jleb**jleb*

Tiara juga suka curhat ke gue dan dia blg dia juga ngerasain hal yang.......gitudeh. Dan kadang gue cuma bisa bilang ke dia "yaudahlah ti, biarin aja" padahal sebenernya gue juga rada gak terima. Tapi mau gimana lagii dia seneng, mereka seneng, dan gue? masih ada temen2 gue yg selalu bisa bikin gue seneng dan ngelupain semua itu. Kadang pas ngeliat 'mereka' gue cuma mikir "Staypo fir, biarin aja. Abaikan, abaikan. Staypo!" dan kadang itu ngefek di gue. 

Gue ngerasa kalau dia kayaknya udh agak marah sama sikap gue. Tapi......seharusnya dia bisa ngertiin gue dikit kek elah. Sapa gue kek ajak ngobrol kek apaan kek. Tapi apaan? gak pernah. TemenbaruTemenbaruTemenbaruTemenbaru. Gue ngerasa kayak........terbuang. Wk.

Gue pengen bisa ngelupain itu semua, mengabaikan lo. Tapi gabisa. U r my friend, I love u sooo much. Dan gue gabisa marah atau mengabaikan temen gue yg gue sayang bgt gitu aja. Jadi gue bener2 diambang di 2 perasaan....................wkabaikan-_- 

Hari ini si stalker kece(bong) berubah bgt menurut gue. Dulu, kalo misalnya 10 menit gue gbls sms dia dia pst sms gue nanyain gue kemana atau apalah. Tapi sekarang? gapernah. Gue mau stalker gue yg dulu. Yang selalu bisa bikin gue speechless. Gak malah bikin gue badmood. Tapi pas gue mikir itu, gue baru sadar. Gue bukan siapa2nya. Temen2nya itu pst lebih penting. Jadi.........yaudahlah. Staypo.

Hari ini di NF gue diajairn untuk gak ngeliat sesuatu dari satu sudut pandang, katanya gue harus tanya pendapat orang lain juga. Tapi kadang gue gabisa mengutarakan. Jadi gue suka mendem semuanya sendiri dan jadi suka negative thinking. Dear asyaninisnisatiarathifalsarah dan tmn2 gue yg deket sama gue, pls help me to forget all of 'this'. Gue udh pernah ngerasain semua ini dulu, sama. Persis. Cuma kali ini gue gabisa marah ke 'pelaku'nya kyk dulu. Karena gue terlalu 'fallin in love' sama mereka. Ya Allah, gue gamau kehilangan temen2 gue yg bener2 gue syg bgt2222an. Dan.....gue berharap ada yg bisa ngertiin gue :'|

Tapi.......who would have known how bittersweet this would taste? 

Maaf yg udh bosen ngeliat gue cerita kyk gini. Tapi....gue sendiri gabisa cerita secara lisan-_-

Hey mirror, here we are again.

Uh, With everything happening today

You don't know whether you're coming or going

But you think that you're on your way

life lined up on the mirror, don't blow it (Whoo!)

Look at me when I'm talking to you

You lookin' at me, but I'm lookin' through you

I see the blood in your eyes

I see the love in disguise

I see the pain hidden in your pride

I see you're not satisfied

And I don't see nobody elseI see myself

I'm lookin' at the

Chorus - Bruno Mars:

Mirror on the wall

Here we are again (yeah)

Through my rise and fall (uh)

You've been my only friend (yeah)

You told me that they can 

understand the man I am

So why are we here

Talking to each other again?

I see the truth in your lies

I see nobody by your side

But I'm with you when you're all alone

And you correct me when I'm lookin' wrong

I see the guilt beneath the shame

I see your soul through your windowpane

I see the scars that remain

I see you Wayne

I'm looking at the

Chorus - Bruno Mars:

Mirror on the wall

Here we are again (yeah)

Through my rise and fall (uh-huh)

You've been my only friend (my only friend)

You told me that they can

understand the man I am (they can understand)

So why are we here (misunderstood)

Talking to each other again?

Looking at me now, I can see my past

Damn, I look just like my freakin' Dad

Light it up, that's smoke and mirrors

I even look good in a broken mirror

I see my Mama's smile, that's a blessing

I see the change; I see the message

And no message coulda been any clearer

So I'm starting with the man in the

Chorus - Bruno Mars:

Mirror on the wall (MJ taught me that)

Here we are again

Through my rise and fall (uh)

You've been my only friend (take 'em to Mars, man)

You told me that they can

understand the man I am

So why are we

Talking to each other again?

Mirror on the wall

Here we are again (yeah)

Through my rise and fall

You've been my only friend (any questions)

You told me that they can (I come to you)

understand the man I am (you always have the answer)

So why are we here

Talking to each other again?

Mirror on the wall (Hey BP, looks like I did take 'em to Mars this time)

So why are we talking to each other again?

Lil Wayne ft. Bruno Mars - Mirror

Life's so unfair.

Hey, long time no see. H-44, National Exam. Dan bukannya gue malah lebih rajin atau semacemnya, gue malah jadi sering bgt badmood.
Life's so unfair, ryt? mungkin bagi kalian enggak. Tapi bagi gue?
Gue cuma suka ngerasa kalau kenapa yg lain bisa cuek dgn semua hal2 yg sebenernya bikin mereka down. Kenapa gue gak bisa? kenapa gue selalu kesel, galau, bete atau apalah pas ngeliat something yg bener2 bikin gue jealous atau semacemnya?
Somebody please tell me, why I'm so easy to mad, jealous, badmood or somethin lyk that?
Gue suka gabisa ngontrol emosi gue. Dan saat itu juga gue ngerasa kalo semuanya aneh. Everything's so unfair. Dan pasti ada aja masalah atau sesuatu yg bikin gue makin kesel atau semacemnya. Ya temen gue jadi marah ke guelah, apalah. Dan gue sebenernya juga gamau jadi kyk gini. Thifal selalu nyuruh gue untuk ngelupain semua. Tapi gue gabisa.
Gue sendiri gasuka dengan sikap gue yg sekarang ini. Karena gue ngerasa hal ini malah bikin banyak bgt masalah.
Maaf bgt222an buat orang2 yg udh pernah jadi 'korban' gue. I didn't mean to..........Sorry for every trouble. For everything.

"Every teardrop is a waterfall. And my tears is really lyk a waterfall when its fall."

The one that got away.

"And in another life, I would make u stay. So I don't have to say u were the one that got away."

Dunno why, I suddenly miss my bro when I hear that song. I miss him sooooooooooo much. He was got away when I'm 5th grade. Really miss his big smile, his laugh, his joke, everything about him. Everything. 

Ya Allah, I miss him. Please make us together in heaven someday. :')

A week with a thousand trick

A week with a thousand trick? well, it's jst a title-_-
Btw, I'm on my period this week. And it's not important and I don't want to talk about my period.
This week is the MOST WORST AMAZING week ever. Why? bcs this week I've already do my best for my first try out, daily exam, and 'test pm'.
But it killin' me softly when I know that my math's score is so bad :| and it's more killin' me when I know that Ivan got perfect score for math Щ(º̩̩́Дº̩̩̀щ)
Well, it's my first try out and I think it's not important at all. My math score at national exam is more important.
But I'll get so depressed if my math's score at daily exam and 'test pm' is not perfect score.
Btw, my 'nem' is about 31.75 with highest score is 8.25
I hope at the next try out or anything that same like that, especially my national exam, I get perfect score for math. Well, not jst math I think. I hope that all of my score is perfect. And I'm possible.


"Learning from the exam, not learning for the exam." -Mr.NurAlam

Friends, huh?

Lo pernah gak ngerasain rasanya ditinggal temen lo yg dulu kalo lo jalan tuh berdua terus, kalo lo main tuh kerumah dia terus? gue pernah. It hurts me, a lot.
Lo pengen marah, tapi lo gabisa marah. Lo pengen mengabaikan, tapi itu gabisa terabaikan.
Lo pengen bilang, tapi itu gamungkin. Gue ngerasa gue pasti bakal dibilang misunderstanding. Oke gue tau lo berdua punya banyak bgt kesamaan tapi lo tau apa yg selalu gua rasain pas ngeliat lo berdua? I'm jealous. Mungkin ini aneh, tapi serius. Cemburu itu gak hanya ke cowok kan?
Mungkin kali ini gue lebay. Oke maaf kalo ini terlalu berlebihan. Tapi gue cuma pengen nyampein sesuatu yg mulut gue sendiri gak terbuka untuk ngomong tentang ini. Gue berusaha buat gak gimana gitu, tapi gabisa. Sekarang aja gue hampir nangis cuma gara2 ngetik postingan ini. Tapi lo gatau kan? karena lo emang udah gamau tau. Semua selalu dia dia dia. Ur bff. Dulu gue ngerasa sangat dumped. Tapi sekarang enggak, karena gue tau masih banyak temen gue yg lain yg bsia gantiin lo. Tapi tetep aja, gue ngerasa bener2 jealous ngeliat lo berdua. Gue jealous saat denger lo manggil nama dia, ngebelain dia, nyeritain dia, semuanya. Gue berusaha buat bisa ngertiin itu. But my tears is too weak. I'm about to cry now-_-

Scientific Research!

Beberapa bulan lalu, gue lupa bulan apa Relation pergi buat reserach pelajaran pak Nur, KTI. Kita pergi ke SMKN 1 Pacet, Cianjur. Lumayan jauh sih, tapi pas sampe sana.............betahnya minta ampun. Dan gue pengen banget kesana lagi. Tapi bukan buat research, buat jalan-jalan-_-

In front of hotel with teachers and Mr. Hirano

Itu foto bareng di depan hotel, dan gue dapet itu dari kameranya siapa gitu. Gue juga sempet mengabdikan beberapa foto. Mau liat? Disininih.

Hello 2012, Hey stalker!

I'm already 14 years 2 months this day. I hope there's something new on my birthday. And yeah there's something new. I'm single already. On my birthday. That sucks. But I don't mind. And I don't want to talk about my 'ex' I want to talk about my 'stalker'.
Who is he/she? who is he?
He's my new crush. He's so fckndmn cute. Btw, he's younger than me-_- and I'm taller than him :/
Ok, I don't even care about it.
Pertama kali gue ketemu dia itu saat gue dipanggil bu Tuti buat ikutan olimpiade mtk. He was my partner._.
Dan saat itu gue sama sekali gakenal dia. Dan saat itu gue sama Aril cuma suka mikir kalo dia kece ya hahahaha-_-
Daridulu gue gapernah suka brondong. Gue gapernah suka cowok selain anak relation. Gue ganyangka kalo gue bakal suka sama cowok yg bahkan gue gatau nama panjangnya. But there's no reason in love. It's love at the first sight, fir. Oke gue bingung. Banget. Ini gue suka beneran apa enggak.......................
Pertama kali gue mikir, "apa gue bisa deket sama dia?" mungkin dia gatau nama gue siapa waktu itu. Akhirnya gue cuma bisa diem.
One day, dia nge-DM gue grgr haqi. Gue kesel sama haqi tapi karena DM itu gue bisa deket sama dia._. dan DM itu pun terus berlanjut............sampai akhirnya kita smsan. We're jst lyk a couple. And it's kinda cute.

"God, I'm glad. He's the one that stuck on a roller coaster with me. Now, I'm not afraid to fall."

'I say, there's no reason in love.'

Btw, thanks for everything, Van. :*

I say............

I say..........
Love doesn't consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction.

I say there's nothing special in love. Somebody loves somebody for no reason, just curious. Just want to see again and missed so much.....
I say there's no reason in love.

"Better late than never. Nothing can be done without efforts."

-Taken from my notepad-