The one that got away.

"And in another life, I would make u stay. So I don't have to say u were the one that got away."

Dunno why, I suddenly miss my bro when I hear that song. I miss him sooooooooooo much. He was got away when I'm 5th grade. Really miss his big smile, his laugh, his joke, everything about him. Everything. 

Ya Allah, I miss him. Please make us together in heaven someday. :')

A week with a thousand trick

A week with a thousand trick? well, it's jst a title-_-
Btw, I'm on my period this week. And it's not important and I don't want to talk about my period.
This week is the MOST WORST AMAZING week ever. Why? bcs this week I've already do my best for my first try out, daily exam, and 'test pm'.
But it killin' me softly when I know that my math's score is so bad :| and it's more killin' me when I know that Ivan got perfect score for math Щ(º̩̩́Дº̩̩̀щ)
Well, it's my first try out and I think it's not important at all. My math score at national exam is more important.
But I'll get so depressed if my math's score at daily exam and 'test pm' is not perfect score.
Btw, my 'nem' is about 31.75 with highest score is 8.25
I hope at the next try out or anything that same like that, especially my national exam, I get perfect score for math. Well, not jst math I think. I hope that all of my score is perfect. And I'm possible.


"Learning from the exam, not learning for the exam." -Mr.NurAlam

Friends, huh?

Lo pernah gak ngerasain rasanya ditinggal temen lo yg dulu kalo lo jalan tuh berdua terus, kalo lo main tuh kerumah dia terus? gue pernah. It hurts me, a lot.
Lo pengen marah, tapi lo gabisa marah. Lo pengen mengabaikan, tapi itu gabisa terabaikan.
Lo pengen bilang, tapi itu gamungkin. Gue ngerasa gue pasti bakal dibilang misunderstanding. Oke gue tau lo berdua punya banyak bgt kesamaan tapi lo tau apa yg selalu gua rasain pas ngeliat lo berdua? I'm jealous. Mungkin ini aneh, tapi serius. Cemburu itu gak hanya ke cowok kan?
Mungkin kali ini gue lebay. Oke maaf kalo ini terlalu berlebihan. Tapi gue cuma pengen nyampein sesuatu yg mulut gue sendiri gak terbuka untuk ngomong tentang ini. Gue berusaha buat gak gimana gitu, tapi gabisa. Sekarang aja gue hampir nangis cuma gara2 ngetik postingan ini. Tapi lo gatau kan? karena lo emang udah gamau tau. Semua selalu dia dia dia. Ur bff. Dulu gue ngerasa sangat dumped. Tapi sekarang enggak, karena gue tau masih banyak temen gue yg lain yg bsia gantiin lo. Tapi tetep aja, gue ngerasa bener2 jealous ngeliat lo berdua. Gue jealous saat denger lo manggil nama dia, ngebelain dia, nyeritain dia, semuanya. Gue berusaha buat bisa ngertiin itu. But my tears is too weak. I'm about to cry now-_-

Scientific Research!

Beberapa bulan lalu, gue lupa bulan apa Relation pergi buat reserach pelajaran pak Nur, KTI. Kita pergi ke SMKN 1 Pacet, Cianjur. Lumayan jauh sih, tapi pas sampe sana.............betahnya minta ampun. Dan gue pengen banget kesana lagi. Tapi bukan buat research, buat jalan-jalan-_-

In front of hotel with teachers and Mr. Hirano

Itu foto bareng di depan hotel, dan gue dapet itu dari kameranya siapa gitu. Gue juga sempet mengabdikan beberapa foto. Mau liat? Disininih.

Hello 2012, Hey stalker!

I'm already 14 years 2 months this day. I hope there's something new on my birthday. And yeah there's something new. I'm single already. On my birthday. That sucks. But I don't mind. And I don't want to talk about my 'ex' I want to talk about my 'stalker'.
Who is he/she? who is he?
He's my new crush. He's so fckndmn cute. Btw, he's younger than me-_- and I'm taller than him :/
Ok, I don't even care about it.
Pertama kali gue ketemu dia itu saat gue dipanggil bu Tuti buat ikutan olimpiade mtk. He was my partner._.
Dan saat itu gue sama sekali gakenal dia. Dan saat itu gue sama Aril cuma suka mikir kalo dia kece ya hahahaha-_-
Daridulu gue gapernah suka brondong. Gue gapernah suka cowok selain anak relation. Gue ganyangka kalo gue bakal suka sama cowok yg bahkan gue gatau nama panjangnya. But there's no reason in love. It's love at the first sight, fir. Oke gue bingung. Banget. Ini gue suka beneran apa enggak.......................
Pertama kali gue mikir, "apa gue bisa deket sama dia?" mungkin dia gatau nama gue siapa waktu itu. Akhirnya gue cuma bisa diem.
One day, dia nge-DM gue grgr haqi. Gue kesel sama haqi tapi karena DM itu gue bisa deket sama dia._. dan DM itu pun terus berlanjut............sampai akhirnya kita smsan. We're jst lyk a couple. And it's kinda cute.

"God, I'm glad. He's the one that stuck on a roller coaster with me. Now, I'm not afraid to fall."

'I say, there's no reason in love.'

Btw, thanks for everything, Van. :*

I say............

I say..........
Love doesn't consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction.

I say there's nothing special in love. Somebody loves somebody for no reason, just curious. Just want to see again and missed so much.....
I say there's no reason in love.

"Better late than never. Nothing can be done without efforts."

-Taken from my notepad-